Dr. Death

    They say death is painless and yet mine was fuelled by agony. Death is painful especially if you did not want to die. Like me. It's the grieving for the loss of the life you should and would have lived. It is the painful thought of living behind your sons after promising to return home. The agony of your children having to grow up without a mother. The broken promises of living behind your better half even after promising twice to return to him.